Alone I am by my own means, Away I lie asleep I suffer
I did not want this yet I made it so,
I wanted to be by your side and erase what was said.
Instead I made hatred your ally against me,
I wish you would let me try and redeem myself
Instead I am banished never to be heard of again.
My heart alighted when you answered my call,
and fell as fast when I realised I couldn't tell you,
Instead I left hints and got bolder then told you
who I was, and away I was sent again.
Pain fills where once was happiness,
Yet no matter how much time passes,
I cannot get you out of my heart.
I know this is a lost cause but now,
in the midst of su